Entry for Joy

I've been distracted and busy and lazy and excited for graduation... So it's been a while since I've hit up xanga. Just wanted to drop a line or two...

*Shout Out*

Joy- I miss talking to you and I'm sorry I'm never online!!! I haven't forgotten you!!! <3

thinking about your beauty, it makes me weak

oh xanga... how i've missed you so. I just haven't known what to write on here! Today was pretty weird... the sun was shining, so that was really nice. In Tai Chi we got to take a nice long walk, do some yoga, and then meditate in the sun! I fell asleep, it was soooo super nice! I didn't want it to end! Hold on a second gotta type this out...

You're my candy, I'm your cream,
Got your boy feelin supreme
Hold up, wait a minute
Baby you're so independant,
Lovin' everythin you representin'
Got alotta money and I'd love to spend it
And that's what's up and I don't care what people say
You're my blessin when I'm stressin
You're my superfly beauty queen
I'm gonna keep it saucy my men know how I do
Mi corazon belong to you...

I know it's corny but I do love Frankie J. How Do I Deal reminds me SO much of last summer... choosing a life path over true and very real love. I think that's the difference between me and a lot of people that I know. I'm such a romantic... it's kind of like if I have a huge test on friday at school, but thursday nights are O.C. nights with the Jessica's... and they want to go get ice cream after the show. So I have to choose between getting a good night's rest for the test first period on friday, or having fun with the girls. Which one would I choose? Well, I would DEFINETELY choose to go watch O.C. and have ice cream, for sure. If I had to choose between going to a good college far away, and staying home to go to community college to be with the one I love, then I would choose that. I mean, that's not why I'm staying here next year... just to let all your crackers know, I know that's what you're thinking... I'm just saying if that's what it came to, then I would still stay here. (That's confusing...) I don't know, I'm just corny and romantic like that. I choose friends over career, and one day I will choose family over money or work. I'd rather be a little poor and be able to spend time with my family, than work overtime and buy my kids a ton of stuff. I guess that's how my parents have raised me. We could be millionaires in South Africa by now, but we're not, we're here, a mediocre family, going to school and cleaning our own house instead of having a maid do it. I like it better this way. Despite my complaining! Haha.

I am sooooooooo bored right now. Not even kidding. *sigh* I should really go do my homework. Blah... Alright alright I'm out... gonna go do it.... *double sigh*

My favorite song since the seventh grade... no matter how much i listen to it

Lately (I’ve been watching you)
Been thinkin ’bout u baby
(and everything u do)
Just sittin away watching the days go by

Have u ever felt a breeze hit hard,
Like the wind was blowing it apart
As you’re spinning like a merry-go-round,
Indications of a storm touching down
Wish that I can wear the rain and storm,
But I guess it was heart break from the norm
Was a day I will always remember,
The saddest day in sweet november...

Lately (I’ve been watching you)
Been thinkin ’bout u baby
(and everything u do)
Just sittin away watching the days go by

Baby I’m on my knees praying God help me please,
Bring my baby back, right back to me
If lovin you was right then I don’t wanna go wrong
So I drown myself with tears,
Sittin’ here, singin’ another sad love song

Lately (I’ve been watching you)
Been thinkin ’bout u baby
(and everything u do)
Just sittin away watching the days go by

Lately I’ve been torn apart,
I wish you hadn’t broke my heart
I’m missin’ you babe,
Missin’ you every day
Lately I’ve been torn apart,
I wish you hadn’t broke my heart
I’m missin’ you babe,
Missin’ you every day

Lately (I’ve been watching you) been thinkin ’bout u baby
(and everything u do)
Just sittin away watching the days go by (2x)

long time no update

hmm it's been a while since i've updated xanga. it's cuz i got annoyed with my layout and couldn't find a good picture. but then today Imtiaz reminded me that i have a xanga and lol i just decided to... update it. change the stupid font color that i hated. and write an entry. so here i am. writing an entry. with nothing to say except for... i am SO avoiding doing that creative writing assignment which i've already decided not to write. even though it's easy. *sigh* it's just... I HATE POEMS AND I WANT THIS UNIT TO END. that's all.

adam just called me, and ordered pizza with stuffed crust and a diet dr pepper. what a cracker. i'm on the phone with him right now... what a weirdo kid. ok i'm done with this xanga i'm gonna go talk on the phone with adam. he's trying to tell me i'm a back influence.. *sigh*